why i... often waste time doing completely pointless things

This is one of those, wish-i-had-a-better answer types of things.
The truth is,
I
 just
   don't
         know.

I do know, however, that I am damn good at rationalizing the importance of time wasting, and even conning myself into believing that I haven't wasted time. "I have been going crazy all week", "I really haven't done anything mindless all day", I should read these goofy blogs, "I just need a laugh."

Lies, lies and more lies. My life is like a permanent vacation. I'm a 21 year old college student who is completely living the dream. Living in the city for the summer, working a day camp for pre schoolers- my days are hardly stressful; in fact they're stress free. Snack time, pool time, making sure everyone's blankets and stuffies are accounted for- if that's not mindless i'm not sure what is.

all of that aside, there is something so enjoyable about wasting time. If you've got time to waste there are few things more satisfying than pure and simple doing nothing. Watching you tube videos, reading magazines, or just plain old facebook creeping.

so that's it. that's why. I waste time doing nothing because i can. because i like it. because i have no real responsibilities yet, and they're coming- but in the mean time... time's a wastin' and i love it.

Why i... am writing this blog.

This is a blog about me asking why.
 why i believe...?
 why i think ...?
 why i feel...?
 why i can't-help-but-laugh when... ?
 why?

I'm asking why out loud, because sometimes Google searches fail me.